f.

some days are bad days.. the whole last week was full of them..
sometimes i wish i could die.. or something like that
on the 13th of January it is five month ago that i´ve seen you the last time
and i could not see you again.. because you ignore me .. you dont even try to contact me..
you said you loved me ? the only thing what you which was true is... moment.. there is NOTHING which is true or even was it...
grrrr...
i dont even know what to do.. im so sad.. i dont want anyone else.. you destroyed me inside.. 
what a shame .. 

but.. i love you ♥